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Sunday, 23 July 2017

Wedding and Mini Reunion

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

I have officially entered the stage of attending-your-friends'-weddings in life. I'm 22 years old and I have attended two weddings. Both are my friends from school. It hits me like BAMMM! I'm an adult. My friends are getting married and here I am, rummaging my drawer looking for my old Doraemon comics. I need to grow up, people. Well, maybe later. My friend, Nik Fatihah get married last Friday and this upcoming Friday, another friend will get hitched.

Anyway, wedding brings people closer. I have awesome schoolmates (well after school, we kinda feel okay with each other even though we all got cliques and dislike one another back then hahahha). So we planned to go to Nik's wedding together. God knows how excited I am. And then I thought of putting make up HAHAHAHAHA who am I kidding? I. AM. DELUSIONAL. But I tried wearing mascara and successfully smudged it by rubbing my eyes because it was itchy. (-_-'')Smudge or no, I met my friends!! Yehuuuuu.

It is my pleasure to serve my readers' eyes with plenty of pretty ugly pictures of us. Hehehe

Almost all of us. Nik looked so lovely, sweet, charming ____________, ______________ (insert suitable words to describe a bride). The pelamin was simple but I like the colour and the decoration idk what they call the bulu bulu renda carpet kerusi and all that lah.

Ops didnt notice Tasyi was not ready yet (far right). Or maybe I noticed but still put this picture. Idk. I hate my friends. I wore platform shoes and I was still the shortest. UNFAIR. Not to mention I consumed most of the space. (Longer spelling for FAT hahaha)

And then we left Nik. Well, she got herself a husband isnt she? We got ourselves, camera and nice lighting. So bye Nik. Hello amateur and havoc photo shoot. Hiks.

Wow I must be a wood descendant. Look at my pose. So kayu euwww. I didnt know that Mirah was a photo shoot expert. The way she threw one shoulder and bent one leg fuhhh she thinks she Rozita Che Wan is it? Che B was looking very polite awhhhh if there are any guys looking at her, they would be attracted immediately hahah. Piqah was caught mid-pose. I think she's trying to do the 'peace pose' while talking kahkah.

Break up. 
Left: Black and blue team. Vet good teamwork. The slimmer one cooperated very well in hiding bigger friend hahaha. 
Right: Inconsistent team. Teamwork is bad. No one knows the team colour. Bad team. Some of them didnt want to be in the team at all. Like Ecah. Hahahah.

What kind of lame pose and amateur selfie is this? Well, I smiled my usual retard smile, Mirah was promoting Colgate, Darlie and Sensodyne all at once, Piqah tried to look goddess and other was doing okay. I guess. If I am to take selfie after this, I will look at this picture and shake myself out of the disillusionment. I am a descendant of wood. What can I do in a picture?????  

Okay this one was okay. Except for Mirah. She was fired from being the toothpastes ambassador and replaced with Wawa. Hence the 'kerituk-keritak' face. Cik B.... Hmmmm how do I begin with Cik B. Well, she was Cik b in this photo. Only half face shown what?

This one... hmmmm. maybe we tried to mimic the trees behind us. Nah, the sun shone too brightly we couldn't open our eyes properly. Anyway, I think Mirah was sleeping for real. The burden on her left shoulder (me) was too heavy.

There were lot of pictures. Everyone shared pictures from their phone and fuhhh I had hard time to choose which picture to share on instagram. Obvs not because every picture was breath taking. It was more like every picture looked heart breaking. Aiyya. There will be at least one friend, ternganga lah, tudung senget lah, eyes closed lah, busy talking lah (that's me), trying to walk out of the frame lah (that's Jiera and she probably thought of portraits at Hogwarts when she's walking out of the frame). Long short, ada je yang cacat dalam gambar. Aiyya.

So most of us shared the picture from the official photographer. Demmm nice lighting, everyone looked like Dato' Vida. Flawless I tell you. All in all, we had a very nice catch up session. We gossiped, shared stories, made silly jokes, laugh at our own jokes coz we are independent ladies, tried to annoy each other and of course, took a lot of pictures. Sometimes I think if we are still using the old Kodak camera...Hah! Die la us have to fast to save money to cuci the gambar we took.

Whoop! I think I have written long enough about this mini reunion and of course, Nik's wedding. Hahaha. I really really can't wait for another wedding. It means meeting old friends and having real good laugh enough to last for the whole day! Cherish your friends and the moments you share together! It will be the things you treasure the most in the old age. 

Thanks for reading. :)

Tuesday, 18 July 2017

Current Life

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Hi everyone!

It's been almost two months since I finished my internship. So, I have been to one job interview, and it was really really lovely. I wanted to work there so bad. It was an assistant teacher position and the payment was not a lot, it's only 1k (after probation), BUT considering it's a job offer for SPM leavers I think it's good money. The school environment was so so so lovely and they had exciting activities and plans with the students. The only downside is the working hour; 6.50 am - 6 pm. Phewww.

I don't actually mind the working hours because honestly, I think it is very important for me to gain experience in education field. But the, I have no driving license yet and I am going to rely on my father. Soooo, I don't really like the idea of me asking him to send me to work around 6.30 am when he only goes to sleep around 12 in the midnight. Sad it was but I had to email them my decision not to accept the offer. T___T

Anyway, I decided to learn how to drive. I went to the 6 hours ceramah memandu yesterday. The second half teacher was so funny, I literally cried while I laughed. I will sit for the computer test tomorrow and mannn I am so nervous. I haven't study for test for so longggg. I only read novels, magazines and blogs. Hmppph. Let's hope I will do well tomorrow.

My blog is looking so boring and empty now. I was busy doing other people's blogs. I think I did around 4 blogs already and I enjoyed the process. I cant say I designed the blog because design is like something talented and I am nothing near talented except if you count turning catchy songs into monotonous poem, then I have a talent. I want to give new minimalist look to my dear bog but I dont have any ideas, yet. So, back to the basic template it is.

I think that's what I have to ramble now. It's a cloudy day here and I feel like sleeping hehe.
Thanks for reading!


Wednesday, 24 May 2017

Jobless and Poor

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Hi peeps.


As per my previous post, I am a free lady. I have finished my degree but mannnnn, it's mentally exhausting to live without income. Don't take me wrong, I am very grateful to be alive and still breathing, enjoying every moment but heyy, I won't say no to any financial aid hahah. I was supported by my scholarship when I was studying. I have steady allowance coming in every month. Now, I even have to ask money from my mother to buy some mobile top-up. T__T

Ramadhan is just around the corner so I have decided to bake some cookies and sell them. Nowadays, I am willing to go extra miles for pocket money, guys. Be supportive guys and buy cookies from me!! Hahah. I even applied to several freelance jobs. Like writing, translating etc etc. And oh, I also promoted myself as assignment helper haha. Pay me guys so I can actually liveeeee. 

Anyway, I feel like I need to tell people about Shopback (because I need to make money). Have you guys tried? Well, sad if you did not. Because IT. IS. FREAKING. AWESOME. I have around RM25 in my account just because I promoted my link to my friends. Once they had redeemable cashback in their account, I enjoy some bonus too! So YES YES YES for Shopback. It is very useful to people who like to shop online. Some sites offer up to 11% cashback. Soooo nice!

If you are still confuse how to use Shopback, refer HERE. I wrote it few months back. And for some cash in your account (and for me too hehehe) use my link! <----- CLICK CLICK CLICK

Well, that's all I have to rent for now. 
Till then.

Thanks for reading!

p/s: I sound a bit desperate for money now I read my own writing lolol

Monday, 22 May 2017

Life after Internship

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Hello everyone!

It's been so looooooooooong since I last write something in my blog. Sorry everyone but I was so occupied during internship. Now I'm back in my home with my lovely parents. You know how I feel after finishing my internship? You don't know? Then, let me tell you.

This is exactly how I felt the moment I stepped out from the school, FREEDOM! I am free everyone, freeeee! The world suddenly seemed brighter, people seemed kinder and I felt like dancing everywhere pfft which of course I did not do. Anyway, I thought feeling free is the only feeling I would feel after internship. I am wrong, people. I AM COMPLETELY WRONG.


They are lovely, they are funny. They cause terrible headache but magically, somehow, they are the cures for my headache as well. I miss their constant chit chatting in the class, their silly questions and their childish whines and complaints. I miss the hustle and bustle I have to face going to work, planning lessons and activities and playing around with my students. 

Sigh. Who thought that I would miss internship? I, myself am not prepared for this kind of feeling. It stings like a bee and I feel like I missed a limb. I thought once I finished internship, I would feel happy. You know, like those women who are happy to come home and finally took off their bras? Yah, that kind of feeling I thought I would be getting.

Instead, here I am. All sappy and sad, missing my students whom I hope will miss me as much. But I know them, they will forget me in two months. Lol. Maybe eve faster than that. Haha. Jokes aside, I am forever grateful for my wonderful students. They made internship ten times better for me and that was the best thing for me.

Well, I ran out of things to rant but not tears to cry. *boooohooo! I am such a weakling. Got to find silent corner and cry, guys. 

Thanks for reading.

Sunday, 19 March 2017

Love to The Rescue

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Assalamualaikum peeps

Internship is wearing me out, people. I really really really love teaching. I love my students, I love the work I have to do but mannnnn, I am so tired. Going out before 7 in the morning and arriving home around 6 something in the evening, I don't really love that. My eyes are a mess, my sleeping patterns are even worse and my chair is basically full with unfolded laundry.

I think it's time for some breaks.

Who am I kidding? I am in my internship programme and if I'm taking any leave, I will have to replace it. T____T. I want to see my family so bad but had no time to go back to Terengganu. God is the ultimate planner. I planned and He planned and He is the best! My parents and the two youngest among the siblings are coming to KL! Yiasss.

I went back to my eldest sister's house yesterday and my heart immediately rejoiced! Seeing my parents and all the familiar family faces just got my energy recharged. I feel like there's nothing I cannot do now kahkah. I really can understand when people say love can cure almost everything. I feel the same way too. 

Cherish your parents while you can. While we are busy building your career and life, they are growing old as well. Remember to spend time with them before they leave us.

Thanks for reading!
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